The Shizz Nizz Remix

Cry Not

Cry not for me, for I'll see no dawn
my blood runs cold, my soul is gone.
No more no light will my eyes but see,
no starlit night nor moonlight be.

Cry not for me for I can not hear,
for sound escapes the dying ear.
Swept along the halls of dead,
with cries of pain and moans of dread.

Cry not for me for I am no more,
my way has left through the shining door.
The path doth run read with blood
A raging torrent, a charnel flood.

Cry instead for those who stay,
for without the hope there is no way.
From ages past and lands before,
A hand awaits to open the door.

Cry instead for those that stay,
for I am dust and blown away.

The Last Days

The morbid possesses me,
Life as we know it will come to an end,
Damnation as far as the eye can see,
No shoulder to cry on,
No one to fall on,
No way to move on,
The end is near,
The demons are here,
No one can see them but me,
I would warn you,
But you won't care,
Life is to die for,
You live it to the fullest until you can fill it no more,
My life is empty,
Another day,
Another year,
Nothing to say,
Everything to fear,
Sometimes I cut myself,
And just let it bleed,
I don't know who I am anymore,
I have no purpose,
Nothing to live for,
The demons are stabbing me,
No one can save me now,
I would save myself....
But I don't know how.
10:35 PM April 4th 2120,
No one is left,
Except me,
They all died,
They didn't listen to me,
So they couldn't hide,
I am wounded,
Suddenly I feel lonely,
No one to talk to,
No one ever listened to me before,
But they heard,
The loneliness overrides me,
I pick up the knife,
Nothing left to see,
No longer lonely,
I have reached my end.

Pain

Pain stuffed inside of me
Can't let anyone near me
Can't let anyone see the real me
Can't let anyone even hug me

All this pain that's held in me
Why can't anyone see the real me
Why can't anyone help me
Why can't someone just hold me

All this pain that's eating me
Can't let go of the pain in me
Can't get this pain from me
Can't get this pain out of me

When will the pain stop hurting me
Why can't I just feel me
Why can't I just be me
Why can't someone take this pain from me

Forgive

I remember the day like yesterday
When I looked into your heart,
I thought I saw forever,
But forever fell apart.
I never knew this day would come,
Not in a million years.
That I would be sitting here without you,
To wipe away my tears.

I never believed you’d kill yourself,
I thought it was a joke.
Till i heard the gun go off,
My heart leapt to my throat.
Nobody understood what happened,
Nobody really knew why,
I was the only one who knew you wanted to die.

I told myself it was meant to be,
But i knew it was a lie.
The thought of living without you,
Still makes me cry.

So I’m sitting here without you,
Four years since that day.
The day the boy I was meant to love,
Went so very far away.

I seem to love another now,
Just like you said I would.
But life here without you,
Still isn’t very good.

I know you’d be so proud of me,
To see how much I’ve changed.
I’m learning to trust again,
To break away the chains.
The ones that held my walls so tight,
That no one could get in.
I’m learning to love myself again,
I’m learning to Forgive...

Life

Hearts were made to be broken
People were made to die
you were made to suffer
and i was made to cry
He was made for her
And she the same for him
But he got sent to heaven
before either of them were ten
She lives a life alone
And he lives on a cloud
Counting down the days
Till she meets his crowd
Every life is like this
There is know gettin away
We were all meant to suffer
And to cry for someone we love someday

In Memory of Aaliyah Dana Haughton

January 16th, 1979-August 25, 2001
When tomorrow starts without me
And I'm not there to see
If the sun rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today
While thinking of the many things
We didn't get to say
I know how much you love me
As much as I love you
And each time that you think of me
I know you'll miss me too
But when tomorrow starts without me
Please try to understand
That an angel came and called my name
And took me by the hand
And said my place was ready in heaven far above
And that I'd have to leave behind
All those I dearly love
But when I walk through heaven's gates
I felt so much at home when
God looked down and smiled at me
From his great golden throne
He said "This is eternity
And all I've promised you"
Today for life on earth is past
But here it starts a new
I promise no tomorrow
For today will always last
And since each day's the same way
There's no longing for the past
So when tomorrow starts without me
Don't think we're far apart
For every time you think of me
I'm right here in your heart

*A New Time In Life Of Love*

For life to go on it must stop for one brief moment, catch that moment. Life and friends are hand in hand, they both have a part in each other. Saying I wish i could have that special someone in my life but it would mess up our friendship. That shows Love has apart of most things like the ones I love or you love. Holding on to what should be let go could soon put you in a place were it's impossible to get out. Put the past behind you and towards the present and future at hand. Love has many faces you have to find the one that fits you. Friends come and go but a true friend never leaves you without a fight. Life can be harsh at times but if have the love of friendship and true love, then there's nothing that can hold you back. Key mind set to you: To see it To hear it To feel it To know it can change the knowing of right from wrong.

The one I want to be with!!

She's a girl that seems to be a self person, but when u get to know her you see someone with who has a lot of intellect and great personality. If I tell her how I really feel I fear it may change the out look in each other. I hold dear my friendship with her it's a wild adventure to say. Maybe it's good for us to stay just friends cause not all people have to date the friend's that's of the opposite gender. I see it as if u have a strong friendship don't try to go beyond it for u may not have it at the end. So I say she's the one in many ways. So I say that I love her and I'll go out for a dream that may come true.

My friends and Me

I have friends that i can count on when ever i need something they give.
Without them I could not be the person I am. I give most credit to my bestest Bud.
She Knows who she is the most understanding person I know.
So I say thank you all.
THIS IS A DAY IN MY LIFE!

My Feelings For A Close Friend

Seems to me that when ever I'm near her i feel safe. what does it mean is it because were good friends or something else. Will i fall in love or out?
My mind in a Spin!